A Noite do Apagão

I like writing
badly and bad
things because it's
the seule façon
that je peux
être sûre que I'm
not writing for
anyone, indirectly
trying to impress
anyone, or thinking
of what I write
being critiqued
as if I were
submitting it
or something.
In that way, it
safeguards the
ideas and feeling
behind my writing,
and, of course,
my actual writing

I hope my candle
lasts, otherwise
I shall have no
source of
light on this
dark, dark
night.

There wouldn't
be life after
dark if there
were no light.
Anarchy might
happen after dark
if there were
no light

For X-mas
this year, I
wanna get into
FAU-USP and Escola
da Cidade, a
good trip to Bahia,
a new candle, and,
the item that insti-
gated all of this,
hot sex.

Will's here.
I was about to
wonder in here
if he was gonna
make it up here,
since there is no electricity. It's
just like we
lived in Amish
country. Just
like Will always
wanted.

Will doesn't
think I'll
kill myself.
We'll just
see about that.
Is he eating in the dark?!

C'est toujours
une dommage d'entendre
ton père en chiant...
Fils de pute putain